I, Me and Myself
Who am I? I often ask this question to myself every time I am alone in a lonely room or before going to sleep at night. I thought I already know myself, unconsciously, knowing that almost half of my life is a mystery.
To tell you honestly, writing an essay about myself is quite a difficult task for me. I don’t know why maybe because I don’t know what side of my life I am going to tell aside telling the common information to myself.
To start with, I am Renze P. Edaño, 16 years of age born on the middle of the night at exactly 12:15 of January 1, 1994 in our hometown at New Isabela, Tacurong City. A son of Mr. Celso Edaño and Mrs. Vivian Edaño who taught me to be optimistic in life whatever challenge and tribulations may come to my life because having a positive outlook in life are one of the most important traits in life. And I have also a very supportive brother and loving little sister namely Rencel and Recel.
My interests in life are to read books, see the unfamiliar things in this world and to know the secret, mystery, and hidden reality of life. I am a naturally friendly person. My friendliness is not limited to those whom I only know but even to stranger I meet. I’m a type of person who do everything I want and to express myself through many ways to make my life enjoyable because I do believe that a person should not be judged on what is seen on the outside but with the positive attitude he/she possesses.
Lastly, my goals and dreams in life is simple, to achieve the highest and the greatest that I can achieve while I am living in this world. I believe in a philosophy that life is too great to be wasted. Everyone has decisions to make and choices to take. For me, I choose to do what is right and enjoy life. That’s who I am.
Time to let it go
I had the most exhilarating experience that day. An explainable feeling crawled throughout my entire body, making my entire hair stand. I was not a ghost or an unwanted a creature. It was a strange combination of beauty and extraordinary appeal of a guy who mesmerized me. This undeniably good-looking guy made my clock to turn counter clockwise and suddenly stopped. I tried not to obvious but my face couldn’t hide it. I wanted to know him more. Fortunately, he was my classmate. Weeks passed and fate brought us closer together. For quite a long time, I somehow touch his life by making friends with him. Every time I meet him, I search for words to say. He was extremely handsome. I tried to get rid of my feelings because I know it just a crazy imagination but I can’t resist myself to love him. I formulated lot of plans about how I was going to stop my feelings. It was a moment of testing my courage and determination, but I finally decided to stay away from him. I alone was the victim of my own emotion. But I know it’s not the end of the world.
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